

The program has a way of driving deeper more meaningful self-discovery. A new life and community would begin to take shape and help me move forward.Īs you've now read, there was a lot running through my mind after the second session. Within a year of this moment, one of these friends would also connect me with the Leaders Lyceum in 2011. As I healed, grew, and set new healthy boundaries, the unhealthy people began to fade away as this new life began. Its a very mean and nasty place, and I dont care how tough you are, it. The world aint all sunshine and rainbows. And then there were others, and just like that, I was surrounded by people that loved and cared for me. Let me tell you something you already know. In one way, he showed up through a good Samaritan, one who volunteered to help pick me up and carry me to the metaphorical hospital. He was there all along, even when I didn't always feel Him. Rocky Balboa (2006) The World Ain't All Sunshine and Rainbows. I took a step forward, feeling as if there was no God, and immediately God showed up. I could look in the mirror and recognize my pitfalls and embrace my strengths. And while I couldn't change all the people around me, even the close ones, I could change myself. So, I began to let go of my way of doing things and asked God to show me his. When I looked down the road I was heading, I knew where it was going, and as a result of my upbringing, I knew this was not my target destination. It was wonderful and centered around the life of Jesus Christ. I was given life, love, and opportunities to play and grow as a child. It was one where I experienced thriving and togetherness. It was a gift from my parents, family, and community growing up. But, in my moment of brokenness, I realized I had received a gift. This crisis was forced as a result of the chaos I found myself in. In 2010, I hit a breaking point in my life. it will beat you to your knees and keep you there if you let it. It's a very mean and nasty place, and I don't care how tough you are. It sums up my story perfectly and puts me right back in that moment. The world ain’t all sunshine and rainbows.

When I watch this scene now, it feels like he's talking to me directly.
